The Two Faces of Eve, a Vietnamese Dancer DNN copyright 2010
I also call my paintings and drawings "the Art of Frugality." This is because I used whatever I can put my hands on: from classroom markers (I am a teacher-lecturer who likes to draw with markers on the board), to left-over eye shadows and fingernail polish, or scrap papers and old magazine (for my collage).
For more discussion on Uyen Nicole Duong's L'Art Brut, see also Interview of Duong Nhu-Nguyen by Hoang Lan Chi; Interview of Uyen Nicole Duong by Sandra Sanchez, on the web and reprinted here in this Blog.
For the complete artist's statement explaining her style, medium and inspiration, click below
L’Art
Brut, impromptu creativity, and the Art of Frugality
THE STORY OF A SELF-TAUGHT ARTIST’S
HANDPAINTED “POSTERS” AND “POSTCARDS”
Like my character Nam in my
novella “Postcards from Nam” (Amazon 2011), I think of my hundreds of paintings
and drawings as spontaneously created “postcards” and “posters” to be displayed
modestly in a friendly room or hall, like
someone’s apartment or little corner, so
that each piece can speak personally to the individual viewer, as though it
were sent from a friend. In fact, I began drawing and painting during the time
I was writing Postcards from Nam.
[artwork dedicated to postcards
from Nam]
I have never had any formal art
training.
The life story: Like
most children, I began making images with crayons at a very young age, but in
my case, it was both painting and writing.
At around age 11, I experienced water color, but I used the paint
straight from the tube, without diluting it with water, such that the brush
felt thick and the lump of color delivered the texture of oil paint. It felt
good to my hand. I then used water color
to paint the rice fields of Vietnam. Those were the sceneries that Vietnamese
sixth-graders were encouraged to paint in South Vietnamese public school. Then, we were taught the primary colors like
blue, yellow, and red, or their combinations, and that was it. (More than two decades later, I returned to
Vietnam as a lawyer for Mobil Corporation, and was able to retrieve my first
painting in my grandfather’s house. Now
I call it “the Rice Fields of Vietnam,”
and it is hung in my living room.)
We immigrated to the U.S. at the end
of the Vietnam War in 1975. I worked myself through college and helped support
my family (parents and siblings, including my mother who was under chemotherapy
at that time). During those early years of our lives in the States, I made a
lot of poems, in the hundreds, mostly in Vietnamese. (Today, they remain
unpublished.) Back then, in the late 70s
and early 80s, with that modest background, I could not dream of pursuing any
kind of artistic career that might lead to an uncertain future. The focus then was to obtain financial
independence in the new society via a marketable career. ]
Several decades thereafter, in
the 90s and 2000s, I practiced or taught law as my day job while writing novels
at night and on weekends. (The writing
was just as “full-time” as law, although nobody knew about it. Law may be my profession, but creative writing
is my lifetime calling.) In whatever
little time left, I drew and painted to keep the equilibrium. I know that many literary giants also painted,
for example the larger-than-life Victor Hugo.
I did not have the ambition to follow their footsteps. The visual art was only my quest back to the
self, away from daunting cerebral activities in order to find a soothing
balance. I like to draw or paint simply because it feels good. I have had this habit all my life: When I am alone, if I see or think of something
that I like, I usually draw it with my finger into the air, and I alone see
those images. I also do calligraphy,
using both Chinese or ancient Vietnamese characters and the Roman
alphabet. My father and my sister also
draw and paint. So painting to me is the
gene of the family. In my case, painting
came late in life (in my 40s), as a companion for my creative writing.
The art form called “L’Art Brut”: Because of the severe lack of time, all I have
been able to do is only one kind of art.
After years of painting and drawing on my own, for myself only, I
finally learned that collectors did give
a name to what I did. I discovered this name at a privately held lecture given
by a Harvard-trained psychologist and art collector.
This kind of art, known as “L’ART BRUT” (the “brute” or raw art by the
untrained, or “outsiders’ art”), refers to the
visual creation of people who have never had any formal training in art,
yet are inspired to draw or paint simply out of need and intuition. They create
their own unique and, at times, very odd
perspective, either at the spur of the moment, or when they are under so much time
or life pressure that they must seek the
healing of the visual art as a
form of emotional relief. L’Art Brut has
been found in the least expected places, including hospitals and asylums where art
is prescribed to patients for recreation, mental exercise, or simply discipline.
In my case, I use my visual art
to interpret and reinterpret my surroundings, to diversify my self-expression, and
to communicate my life experience, emotions, dreams, and vision, in a more
direct, instinctive, and spontaneous way. (Yet, as a writer, I still can’t
escape the allure of the written words, so I found myself painting “words” onto
my visual art) (see A Woman’s World, The
Prisoner’s Wish, and various personalized images for greeting cards)
One Woman's World DNN C1998
watercolor on paper digitally inverted
How I work -- subconscious painting. I call my L’Art Brut “Subconscious Painting,”
because quite often, I started out not knowing what kind of images I wanted to create.
I usually spent the first 20 minutes experimenting freely with strokes and
colors, with no elaborate preparation or concentration. Quite often, after
about 20 minutes of exploration, I began to see a theme or an object emerge on
the surface – it could be something that I had seen before, maybe just a vague
recollection. I then focused on refining and developing that object or theme,
or used my imagination to sketch a scene. Hence, many of my paintings were
totally unplanned. When the painting was
completed (meaning that I did not feel there was anything else to do to it),
quite often I did not understand how I could have created it. One time, I was
experimenting with black and red fingernail polishes on white paper, and the
image that emerged became what I saw as a caricature portrait of Michael
Jackson (right before his death).
Ten-Minute Caricature of Michael Jackson DNN C2010
enamel and black and red markers on typing paper
Painting Impromptu. Consequently,
I have never thrown away any of my drawings or paintings because it did not
look right, knowing that the creation had something to do with my subconscious,
or it might represent something I must have been before, a déjà vu from the
past, perhaps a piece of memory. (In my novel writing, I used memory
recollection as part of story telling.) Due to the spontaneous and subconscious nature of
this visual creative process, and also due to time constraint caused by my
multiple careers, my artworks usually took between 20 minutes (at a minimum) to
a couple of hours (at most), although some of the works could at times be quite
meticulous (like the odd images of flat-surfaced
“Forest Eyes”). The majority of my artworks resulted from very
quick and unplanned strokes. Accordingly, I also call my art “Painting Impromptu.”
Crayons by N: Forest Eyes DNN C2008
crayons and markers on cardboard
Crayons by N: Forest Eyes Glanced (upside down)
Hybrid of cultures and the connection between the visual art and novel
writing. I did many of my
artworks during the two breaks that I took from my law job in order to do
creative writing: the first break (late 1990s) was to write my “the fall of
Saigon”/Vietnam War trilogy, and the second break was when Amazon decided to
publish the trilogy (2010-11). During
these breaks, the long hours of writing, editing, and sitting before a computer
screen exhausted me, so I had to draw and paint to diversify. I also turned to
the visual art when I had to decide whether to stay with the law or to write
novels full time while doing odd
jobs.
After I finished my first novel, Daughters of the River Huong, I found
myself being drawn toward images that seemed to match the scenes I had imagined
for my novel, but this recognition only came either after I had finished the
artworks, or half way through the creative process). So, I decided to name
these pieces after the motifs and characters of my novel The River Huong, and only that part was conscious. The beginning of the painting process
was always subconscious.
In the subconscious process, I
often found that when the images finally emerged, many times, very strangely, the
line between East and West became blurred or the images of East and West were combined in my artworks, yet
I could not rationalize or explain why
or how. I have to conclude that the
subconscious mind work in incomprehensible ways. For example, in “the two faces of Eve the Vietnamese dancer,”
the image of a Vietnamese woman emerged, but somehow I could not resist the
urge to have her wear a flamenco skirt, and no longer the traditional
Vietnamese ao dai.
Eve in Repose: Two Faces of a Vietnamese Dancer
DNN C2010 enamel, markers and watercolor on paper
Medium, techniques (or lack of techniques): Of course I use oil and/or acrylic on canvas
like any artist. However, that aspect
deserves no explanation. I want to talk
instead of my “Art in Frugality,” my favorite and unique creation.
In my process called
“subconscious painting,” my medium was whatever was available to me at the
time: paper, cardboard, posters, pen,
pencil, watercolor, pastel/color chalks, crayons, classroom markers, even left-over
eye shadows, lipsticks, and fingernail polishes. At times, I used what others have discarded in
the course of daily lives like carton or shipping boxes, which I cut into
pieces to create a surface upon which to draw or paint
Landscape of Colorado Stream DNN C2008
enamel & markers on cardboard
This is why I also call my L’Art
Brut “Frugal Art.” In making a choice to use such handy and
no-cost material, I often thought of the poverty I had seen in my former home, “Third
World” Southeast Asia, as well as stories of Southeast Asian children who had
to work odd jobs on the street, or political prisoners who tried to paint and
draw with whatever they had in the “Vietnamese gulag” of the 1970s and 1980s
(the “reeducation camp” mentioned in my
novella Postcards from Nam.)
If I could sit in the comfort of
a home to draw and paint, using such “left-over” and “discarded” material, I considered
myself lucky. So, expensive art training
and the right art supplies or material is something I can do without.
When I use traditional medium
like oil or acrylic on paper, canvas, or wood, again, I often limit the time I spend on each piece to only a couple of hours at most,
in order to allow my subconscious to speak and dictate what my hand will do.
I also paint with both hands:
right and left.
Computer-aided technology:
Lately, I have even turned to the technology of Microsoft in order to
create the effect of inverted colors. This was an accidental discovery – it
occurred while I accidentally hit a button while trying to adjust a photo of my
painting in order to email an image to a friend. I am not computer-savvy, and
have never used Photoshop or any type of computer-aided technology for any of
my artistic pursuits.
Homeland: Viet Girl in Her Back Yard DNN C2010
enamel, watercolor & markers on lipid transparent paper
In order to invert colors into a different
color schemes, I have to create the originals in certain schemes of
colors. The process is still
subconscious and impromptu, because I simply cannot will myself toward a
desired result in terms of colors or tone. So, each painting, when the color schemes are
inverted, is an unpredictable result. Quite often I have no idea in advance how
my work will turn out in the “inverted” version. The scheme and combinations of
colors of the original artwork determines how these colors can be inverted into
different color schemes, so it is still the artist, not the technology, that
controls the final visual result. In my
case, that control always occurs at the subconscious level and was never
planned.
Pending projects: Currently,
I am planning to change the fences of my backyard into murals as a way to experiment
with very large surface and large-scaled perspective, for outdoor display. Until then, I still want to maintain the
informality and free style of my paintings created on smaller surfaces, where
self-expression and an aura of personal intimacy are more important than
realism. Accordingly, as of now, for me, remaining untrained and self-taught
has become a matter of style, and not just the result of my busy life.
I am also interested in
commissioned work as L’Art Brut portraits, when I use my concepts about an
individual and express them into abstract visuals that carry meanings like
poetry. That way, I will take my L’Art
Brut away from myself.
Examples of how I created my visual art as an escape from life. As
an example of the “impromptu” nature of my art, I did the two “postcards,” Ebony Vase and Interior Opulence, late at night in my office at the University
of Denver, after I had
taught my evening corporate law class.
During that particular class, I
had become depressed by the attitude of some of my students, denoting what I
viewed as a possible decline in value among the future generation of lawyers,
and a step backward from the beauty of America, which had motivated me for many
decades living as an immigrant. So when
I finished the class, I felt the strong urge to draw something very beautiful,
yet restrained, to counter my pessimism about the law profession in the U.S. I went back to my office, taped together two pieces
of typing paper to create an 11 X 17 “canvas” substitute, and drew upon the flat
surface of my desk. (I was told that real artists should never draw on a flat
surface without an easel. Yet, I did it all the time. I drew on my bed and on
the floor.) I then created shapes of
leaves and flowers confined in vases in a room, on a flat surface. I made motifs with a pen and pencil, the kind
used in offices, and I filled in colors with fingernail polish and classroom markers.
I finished both pieces within a couple of hours and left the office before
midnight.
[Ebony Vase] [Interior Opulence] [to be posted later]
Since then, my crowded University
office has occasionally become my art studio, in between lectures of corporate
law and problem-solving or conferences with law students. The techniques used (or actually lack of
techniques), of course, must have contradicted all good habits of professional
artists. At some point, in the process
of this “L’Art Brut” painting process, I spilled fingernail polish on my chair.
The janitorial staff reported the “red spots” as “blood,” and the Associate
Dean, a man and son of a famous American writer, wrote me formally to inform me
that my chair was a health hazard because it contained stains of blood. I told him that it wasn’t blood but red fingernail
polish, since I was painting sceneries with it for relaxation, but he ignored
my explanation. So, the University took
my chair away, viewing it as a health hazard!
Nobody seemed to care how the “mystery” of this “health hazard” came
about.
To the best of my knowledge, my
old chair has continued to be labeled as a health hazard, something that had to
do with “bio-degradable material” that obviously referred to dried blood. I
think that despite the advancement of gender equality, there has always been a
perception in society that women are biologically vulnerable, so automatically dried
fingernail polish is assumed to be “blood.” If what was on my chair was a health hazard,
millions of women around the world have been wearing that hazard on their
fingers for years and years. Some of my esteemed colleagues at the University
of Denver seemed to refuse to acknowledge that, in between my long hours of
teaching and services as an academician, I, a person with no art training, have
turned to the creation of “raw art” with left-over fingernail polish! This is so “outside the box” that these
colleagues of mine do not want to know or acknowledge that this oddity exists
among them.
The use of left-over fingernail polish and eye shadows as media for
painting: This “health hazard”
story also relates directly to the reason why I came up with the use of various
combinations of fingernail polish as my medium. The explanation has everything
to do with the fact that I am a Vietnamese woman. In the past few years, stand-up and
improvisational comedians have imitated the Vietnamese accent spoken by the
women who work in Vietnamese nail
salons. These comical clips are now all
over youtube. They also generate
awful anonymous comments posted for public display on the internet. Local TV networks, especially in California, have also done coverage of these nail salons,
showing hard-working women from Vietnam
working in this service industry. These women often speak limited English with
a heavy accent, usually just nicety phrases spoken to their customers. At the
same time, there has also been news coverage regarding the conditions of
hygiene, health and safety in these salons, and a number of them have been
closed down by government inspectors as “health hazards.” So, lately the nail industry and these salons
have become the public image of Vietnamese women, both in a positive and
negative way, against our own will.
The reality is that for decades
after the fall of Saigon, the nail salons have provided a source of income and
economic independence for many Vietnamese families since the early 1980s, when
women in America
were first introduced to false acrylic nails. A number of Vietnamese have become quite
wealthy thanks to the nail industry. Yet, in these nail
salons, there are also many Vietnamese women working very long hours, often
13 hours a day, seven days a week, wearing cotton masks to keep themselves from
constant exposure to the chemicals. One
can easily smell the acrylic powders and the various chemicals in these places.
I have been going to these nail
salons for years for a sense of “coming home” and not necessarily for their
service. Unless I speak Vietnamese to
them, the woman workers do not know that I am Vietnamese. Watching these women
in the colorful world of nail polishes -- hundreds of bottles -- I picked up
the idea that I should use left-over polish to paint. Then I learned to mix colors and create new
colors with these polishes by diluting
them in fingernail polish remover, a chemical substance with its unique chemical smell very familiar to
women all over the world. (I also
learned to mix classroom markers’ colors that way, a very intricate and
difficult process.)
Women know fingernail polish
colors and the addictive smell. These substances have been women’s friends
forever, and now, via the comedians’ jokes, have become part of the “Vietnamese
working-class female identity” in America. In fact, it is now part of the Vietnamese
female worker’s identity all over the world and not just the U.S. -- in the fall
of 2010, I was in Paris for my educational research, and sure enough, in
Arondissement No. 13, the Asian neighborhood of Paris, I found the Vietnamese
nail ladies in their tiny little shops,
with the same chemical smell that goes into acrylic nails.
The brushes in fingernail polish
bottles are for painting nails; they are not meant for artists. It is very difficult to draw lines or curves
with these very short and uncomfortable brushes. Yet I used them because of the
trembling vulnerability of the thick lines and curves that they produce. But I
think that long-term use of nail polish brushes will destroy the adroitness
needed for oil-on-canvas or silk artists.
So today I also use watercolor brushes with the enamel found in fingernail
polish.
After my experiment with
fingernail polish, naturally I turned to left-over eye shadows and even
lipsticks. I used my fingertips for eye shadows,
and I used lipsticks the same way I used chalks or markers. However, since cosmetic materials do not last,
I did not use them that often. Where I used left-over cosmetics, I applied a
coat of clear fingernail polish over those images colored with eye shadows or lipsticks
to help retain the colors
markers, enamel, pastel, lipstick crayons on cardboard
In my “early retirement” years, I
may decide to study art at some time in the future. With or without formal art
training, I still want to explore and discover new media in an unconventional
way. The “frugal” approach of using the “left-over” cosmetics in a woman’s
world was just a convenient and painless beginning, as I tried to communicate
beyond the written words.
I don’t know what the future
holds for my visual art. I am over 50
now, and my eyes only function at about 50% capacity due to very bad
nearsightedness. (For years and years, I
used my eyes for the written words and computer screen at least 16 hours a
day). Careful ophthalmologists have
given up on my eyes and do not want to perform Lasik on me. Now, when I paint, I feel that I am only
seeing with one eye. Yet colors dance in
me and before me, all the time.
I have seen so much in my life in
my journey from East to West, from Vietnam to America and then back to Southeast
Asia, as well as other parts of the world via my corporate and Fulbright
assignments. Besides the beauty and
power of the written words, vibrant colors, as well as all those emotionally
trembling or fiercely darting lines and curves, have always been my vision of the
human experience and its eternal hope.
UDN copyright March 2011
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